| Wednesday, June 25th, 2008 |
| 12:30 pm |
its been forever
so ya, ive been slacking off with this thing. im sorry. though i doubt anyone actually reads this anyway. so, lifes been shitty and good at the same time. though the best way to describe what ive been going through is like atlas holding the world on his shoulders. shitty thing is i know no one whos in my position right now, * i know ppl say that all the time, but i know its true* and idk what to do. |
| Thursday, January 24th, 2008 |
| 8:39 pm |
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| Wednesday, January 23rd, 2008 |
| 2:56 am |
the latest
so my grandma finally passed away at approximately 4:20am friday morning, the 18th, causes unknown at the moment. though she did suffer from asthma, diabeties, pulmonary fibrosis, pnuemonia, and a shitty husband of 50 some odd years. i got asked to be one of the pallbearers in the funeral, and that tore me up, the only thing holding my tears back were my moms. its come in waves and it still hasnt sunk it yet and im still having lil bits of rage, and sadness, its been a long time since one of my family has passed, thankfully. and im inbetween being forlorn and joy. im happy shes done suffering, shes not in pain anymore, and thats important, and also, shes away from my douchebag grandpa. mentally and physically abusive dick that he was. im not opperating in a clear mind nor will i. thank to all those who have expressed their cares and concerns. its been hard to keep in touch with everyone lately. |
| Friday, December 14th, 2007 |
| 5:43 pm |
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| Sunday, November 25th, 2007 |
| 12:56 pm |
me
im going to jail in about an hour or so to clear up a few things. so i should be home wensday. if all goes well. and i know i can never spell wenesday but it happens. leave me some love on myspace for when i get back. enjoy the silece. its already been destroying my thoughts. glad to get this over with finally. |
| Tuesday, October 23rd, 2007 |
| 11:03 am |
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| Thursday, October 18th, 2007 |
| 4:47 pm |
i suck
apparently the girl i was dating for the last month or so was cheating on me the entire time. with a dirty i.e. bro of all ppl. EW fucking EW. i reaaaaly know how to pick em. fucking sucks. does it just saying "fucking cheat on me" on my forehead somewhere where only girls can read it? i mean shit. how do you look someone in the eye and tell them your falling in love with them then go bro humping??? wtf??? |
| Wednesday, October 17th, 2007 |
| 1:53 pm |
why i hate cops
for some reason the hill street court house needed about 40 cops outside to do what?? crowd control?? i was to tired and half hungover from the lo:lita gig the night before i wasnt trying to raise hell. but i had to go to three different floors to see a judge about getting a new court date. a court date to get a court date?? wtf is up with the justice system. couldnt i hae just made a phone call for that?? nope, i gotta go in person and waste tax payer money. so i apologize for your taxes being so high cause i dont like obeying all the laws. at least i dont stab ppl or graffetii on stuff. at least not yet. might as well get your moneys worth eh ppl?? |
| Sunday, October 14th, 2007 |
| 3:33 pm |
bummed the fuck out
i thought for a few minutes i was able to fix my car so at least it was driveable. not great but at least mobile. but no. after 5 minutes and a teasing block around the neighborhood it fucking goes gay again. seriously. wtf. am i not supposed to be allowed to get around anymore?? grrrrrrrrrrr. i feel like an ass. great. |
| 9:51 am |
again. fuck ya
GO RAIDERS!!!!!
GO KINGS!!!!!!!! JMFJ IS GONNA LAY SOME SERIOUS HURT ON SOME RED WING ASS!!!!!!
SEE YOU TOOLS AT FRIARS
-RAZOR- |
| 8:03 am |
today is game day
so i can fucking sleep as usual. so!!!!!!!! i made pancakes with white chocolate chips in them and!!!!!!!!!!! blueberry waffles. booya bitch!! razor b.cooking. dont eff with a hungry hungry razor. i will cook some serious business. and speaking of which!!!!!! GO RAIDERS!!!!! GO KINGS!!!!!!!! JMFJ IS GONNA LAY SOME SERIOUS HURT ON SOME RED WING ASS!!!!!! SEE YOU TOOLS AT FRIARS -RAZOR- |
| Thursday, September 20th, 2007 |
| 3:37 pm |
ugh
so i like, keep finding myself trying to find out how bad it really was. some sort of constant validation that i was right all along. but in the end. all i do is just hurt myself by caring. but isnt that how i got to this point in the first place? |
| Friday, June 8th, 2007 |
| 9:56 pm |
lately
so as some of you may have noticed. im not on myspace at the moment. nor do i plan to be anytime soon. it feels nice being free. no more bulletins or dumb adds from dumb porn sites. been clubbing alot lately which is nice. took alil mini vacation behind the orange curtain. meet some new ppl. enjoying not having pressure. well excepet at work. but thats to be expected lol. so ya. boobs. |
| Friday, June 1st, 2007 |
| 5:32 am |
so
bands doing well, me an rach are stupid, work is busy, emails are over rated, cell phones still are lame. |
| Wednesday, April 4th, 2007 |
| 3:52 am |
bored
and awake. just wanted to post a lil something on here cause its been a while. gotta take my cousins roomate to court tmrow morning. well more like were leaveing in two plus hours. ya. i get to sit in traffic on my way to pasadena. the bands been doing awesome. that makes me happy. its one of the few things that has. aidens doing well in hockey. i missed the game cause i didnt know about it. but its been hard keeping in touch these last few weeks. hopefully ill be starting my new job next week and maybe be able to get out this depression ive been in. thatd be rad |
| Tuesday, November 28th, 2006 |
| 4:46 pm |
my gay stalker
is apparently putting up pictures of me on all of his friends profiles to procalim his love me. isnt that cute?? |
| 2:14 am |
been a while
so ina few days im gonna post a shit load of new pics. |
| Friday, October 27th, 2006 |
| 5:11 am |
fucking pissed
i know im not perfect. but all these blogs about it dont help. i do what i can to cheer you up. yet im never enough when ive been more of a bf, a friend, a dad, a brother, a lover, a confidant, etc to you than anyone ever has. ive given you guidance. love. advice. and all i get are hatefull blogs. you need counseling. help. something. you over think things waaaay to much and you know. yet you continue to do it. idk what to do to help you. i do trust you. i do love you. but i dont know what else to do to get that into your head. |
| Thursday, June 8th, 2006 |
| 11:34 pm |
fuck. again
the line has been pushed. crossed. destroyed. violated. an threatened to have the cops called. im done. one can only take so much an ive done so much more than i should have. so unappreciated. so used. |
| Saturday, March 11th, 2006 |
| 9:43 pm |
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